de ja vu

from this to this:

topeng's new baby, Rockley


I still want one! :(

this just in...

i have received word to expect it to be formalized soon...in roughly 48 hours.
from there it will be a slow and steady process until it is finally completed.

i've been waiting for this consciously for 2 and a half years and longer subconsciously, I suppose. and each time it moves forward and it draws closer, my knees shake a little and my heart pounds a little bit faster.

i need a moment to focus and remember that this is for the better.
that I need this.

i need to remind myself that it can be done
that I can do this on my own.