slipping....

Its been a week and half since I started my workout, and I've only lost one pound.  Maybe its not realistic to see significant results after such a short period, but I'm definitely feeling the frustration.  I try hard every workout and I do my best...but these damn calories are so hard to shed!!

I know I must stay focused and not think negatively, but its not easy.  Its a struggle and I'm taking baby steps.  I need to amp it up more and I want to see decent results!  I read before that 2 pounds a week is a realistic goal...in that case, I'm not making much progress.

Housekeeping is a little bit easier, it only took half a day to get everything clean and in order, and so far I'm maintaining it.  I guess that's one positive thing...but I really would rather lose more weight than lose more dirt (at home) !

I must keep my focus...I must keep my focus.

*sigh*

Wedding Craze

I've just revisited Dale and Yeng's wedding blog and it made me even more excited to get things rolling for ours!  Dale and Yeng got engaged last December and their having their wedding at a resort I heard about 2 years ago...when it was still under construction.  Its fun reading about what they're going through and comparing it with what Allan and I have / are going through ourselves.  Makes me think that I'll miss planning a wedding when its all over ..but all the more reason to make sure we execute the ideas we like.  We only get one chance, and we have to make it right...without breaking the bank.

Other friends have also gotten engaged last December, Nobs and Tots, Marlon and Jackie, Joel and Tinay...is it me or are people suddenly getting married?!?  Yes, its probably also because we're at that age...but its just more heartwarming to think its because everyone's happy.

So to all my engaged friends, happy wedding planning!  Don't forget to send me your invites and I promise I'll do my best to attend (budget and time allowing) :)

Visit our wedding blog:  http://allanandsocs.blogspot.com/
Dale and Yeng's:  http://daleandyeng.blogspot.com/

Day 1 Complete.

I knew eating healthy and following this workout plan would not be easy.  Even then, I was not prepared to watch a group of extremely fit people showing you workout moves where they themselves look like they're having a hard time.  How was I supposed to do all of those??

90 Minutes of workout for 90 days.  If you've heard this before, then you know what I'm attempting to follow.  Before Day 1 I was excited to lose weight.  Now, well, I'm more apprehensive.  I don't know if I can keep doing this everyday for the next three months....A few minutes ago I just told myself  "Day 1's over, now you have 89 days left".  Yes, that was me being motivational.

The diet plan on the other hand doesnt seem so bad food-wise.  I'm a little concerned with the amount of preparation required.  I've bought tools to make it all fun (new kitchen gadgets!)....but its definitely not Rachel Ray's 30 Minute Meals.

Day 1 down, 89 more days to go!

exciting times ahead!

This year I will be embarking on several mini projects.  I will stop making excuses and will focus on making things happen.  Not that I have not achieved anything in my 31 years of existence...its just that this year, I want to have something tangible at the end of the year.  Something that everyone can see and acknowledge.  I don't make a habit of posting goals in public -- I suppose I've always been afraid that if I didn't achieve them, then people will be disappointed.  This year, I will make sure that I start and finish what I've told myself I would do.  So at the risk of embarassing myself, I am laying out my goals for the year, in no particular order:

1. Photo project. Those who know me also know that my hobby has become less of a hobby and more of a memory of something I used to do.  That stops this year.  I am putting Bear to good use and I will make Allan proud that he gave me such a wonderful gift.  At the end of the year, I will have something to compile and show family and friends.  
2. The "me" project.  Two years ago, I lost tons of weight.  How all of that happened and why it seems so easy now is still quite difficult to imagine.  This year, I will make it happen again, not just for health reasons but for *gasp* vanity as well.  I'm getting married and I will not pore over wedding photos and agonize about how I looked.  I will be thinner (note, "thinner" and not skinny, I am still being realistic anyway) and I will be absolutely perfect on my wedding day! 
3. Home Economics.  Budget and keeping house need to take priority.  I am a married woman now after all.  I must learn to cook decent, healthier, edible food.  Hand in hand with that would be organizing my grocery schedule and meal planning techniques.  Compared to the first two, this will be my biggest challenge I think.  See, even though I've been on my own for quite some time now, I don't always plan for myself.  I always just wing it and see where my mood takes me.  Well, that mood had better be "in the mood to cook/clean on a regular basis.  I will make my mom and my sister proud.
4. Bring back the music.  My playlist is full of old songs that I absolutely loved, but its time to learn more.  This year, I will find new artists to listen to and I will try and keep up with the new groups and new music that are springing up everywhere.
5. Power of the pen.  I love to blog, and I must make that more evident by bringing this blog back to life.  I did not start this blog years ago just to watch it distintegrate.  One blog entry a week at least!

So there.  Five things that I need to work on this year.  I know the list is not long, but what I lack in number, I will make up with in quality.  I'm throwing this out into the open and I'm hoping that going back to this list will help keep me motivated.

Happy 2010!

By the way, I write this after initial preparations for tomorrow's big day...I've laid the building blocks to tomorrow's diet and exercise routine --- Day 0 body measurements for the "Before" tally, and preps for tomorrow night's soup on the menu :)