I'm sitting at my desk, at work, on a Saturday afternoon, working overtime, trying to kick start some decent work thought trail.
Yet all I can think of this afternoon is how much I want to...
I realized a few days back how obnoxious I can be. I don't mean to be, its just that when I'm in the mood to joke around, I sometimes get carried away, I don't stop and maybe, I end up irritating some people.
Everytime I look up from my laptop I see the light outside....no, I don't feel the urge to go out and bask in the sun (not at the moment) I want to be HERE. Yes I am here, but not wholly here. I'm here, yet I am displaced somewhat. My thoughts are travelling, to that place where I should not, must not allow them to go.
Otherwise, I'll find myself in yet another frustrating position....and the cycle -- though different in circumstance as the one before, the repercussions remain the same -- begins anew.
