When all the make-believe is gone, and you no longer need to fight
And all the personal demons have left you, letting you sleep at night
And the only thing you're left with is you...
Are you ready to face yourself
Are you ready to be with you really are?
Are you ready to know,
that underneath all the hate, the pain and the pretense you've put up
Deep inside you're plain and normal like everyone else.
Maybe all that drama and made-up up pain was just something you wanted,
something you needed,
to hide the fact that deep inside you're plain and normal just like everyone else.

oh yeah.

Here's a blog update....I was supposed to go here:

BUT due to circumstances beyond my control, I am still here.
Not there. Just here. Where I have always been. Most of the time.

positively GREEN.

I'm Blue and White all the way... but for Tori, I'm willing to go GREEN.

Weeks back, Pads called me up to tell me he was at a TORI AMOS concert. He

made me listen to her (via phone) and it both made AND ruined my day.

Made, because I heard her; Ruined, because I wasn't there.

Either way, it was still something...a major milestone. Its nice to have friends

who share the experience. Its even nicer when they bring you back something

as nice as this shirt :)