trying.

trying to make sense of all the different thought running in my head
cant seem to make even one of the stop for a while to let them explain
explain to me what they mean

and why they've been restlessly popping up and out over and over and over again.

trying to focus on one thought, zoom in on them one at a time
so I can explore and know and learn what its trying to say
but the simple task of isolating thoughts seem to have to left me
has this ability been replaced by yet more thoughts? more words to confuse me,
more words that make no sense.

trying to convince myself that this will all make sense soon,
that the befuddled thoughts are part of the process of understanding, growing and becoming
so still I try, and the thought come pouring in,
running around inside my head.