Funny, I was writing, re-writing, deleting and writing this entry over and over again when I switched the channel and tuned in to 'Under the Tuscan Sun'. Shortly after, one of the characters goes and says 'Live spherically and with childish enthusiasm and it will come your way' or something to that effect.

How apt. I needed that reminder, I needed to be told again, that life goes on no matter what and that what will happen will happen. That we go in every direction singly or not, that we need to be able to accept everything and see everything as if for the first time --- stay amazed, feel the magic --- regardless of what the experience may be.

So maybe things aren't turning out the way I wanted...that instead of coming back to this reality and facing it with he who chose me and he whom I have chosen, I am given a different reality. One that goes beyond the borders of what I've always called home. One that will transpire the way daily life does sometimes, and the way distance dictates it to transpire.

But, we are humans and humans learn how to cope. People are strong enough to deal with what life hands them. I am a strong woman. I had that strength before, and it is now even stronger now that it is fortified with his strength...now that we face it together, what can go wrong?

Life will go in the direction that it has to go. And so will we.

Nothing can be more exciting than that.