sometimes I wish I were a girl

A RICH girly-girl.

I'd like to live my life knowing that the next time I look for something to wear, I can actually choose according to my mood, and not according to what clothes I have available.

I'd like to feel what its like to choose just one piece of clothing and be confident that I'll find something else that goes with it, shoes, bags, jeans, pants, accessories...anything!

I'd like to own shoes in the same style but in different colors. AND have belts and bags to match those shoes.

I'd like to be able to afford having someone do my nails every two weeks on a regular basis. I'd like to rush of to a favorite body salon and have my hair waxed off....see, there are a couple of them growing already...and yeah, its been four weeks since my last wax. Its time to have another one.

I'd like to complain about not having the latest "in" makeup product and then go out and buy it.

I'd like to be able to giggle and laugh and pout and have people react as if I were a precious piece of china instead of have them say I look ridiculous and that I'm overreacting. Other girls get away with it, why not me?

that whining business

The way I see it, whining is but normal. After all, we are all only human. At one point or another, we would feel frustrations, regret or if you're female, PMS. These may cause all of us to whine and complain and air out our oh-so-sad fate.

But what I choose to do is whine only to those who know me. Or at least only to a selected few at a time. I do not air out all my complaints and sob stories to those who have no wish to hear them. I know that letting the wrong kind of people hear can result to reactions such as this. Irritation and bitchy-ness. My reaction to THAT.

I dont know you that well, so I admit that there are things I dont know. My view on your point of view is limited. Hence, I have to reach the conclusion that you are whining only because you seek attention you so desperately need.

Oh please. Don't complain about the choices you made because in the first place, YOU chose to do that. YOU gave your final word. Sure, you may have made a mistake when you did so, but bottom line is YOU LEAD YOURSELF TO MAKE THAT MISTAKE. Now deal with it like an adult.

Think of me as a bitch if it makes you happy. But believe me, I WONT regret having aired out this point of view.

I know what I'm doing and I know what I'm thinking. Don't make me like you.

these men are gods

Their first album marked the end of a rather lengthy period of not buying a rock group's album. Now with the second album, I know I finally have another favorite band that will stay with me for a lifetime.

Audioslave is absolutely the best. I've been waiting for a band like this for a long time.