When we view things from a safe distance, we can manipulate them into becoming what we want them to be, but up close, sometimes they're not what we imagine them to be.

Will two restless souls ever go anywhere?

office sessions

Last week we had photo sessions at work. We transformed the conference room into studios, used a borrowed light (dont know how those things are called) and three camera flash(es) set as slaves plus used the upcoming SPeciaL Awards as an excuse to lure subjects/models into the mock studios.

The result: photos galore! working with lights were a bit tricky sometimes...but I had experts working with me (salamat kay topeng at neil!). We took turns taking photos (well Topeng and I did, Neil was the pro photographer onsite) and arranged and re-arranged the lights over and over again.

Some sample shots:

Jeng doing her wave thing

Allan being Allan

the sumi smile

me being uber-vain :D

what do you get when you cross a serious-y group photo and an editing fan? An SPL Telenovela!

trying.

trying to make sense of all the different thought running in my head
cant seem to make even one of the stop for a while to let them explain
explain to me what they mean

and why they've been restlessly popping up and out over and over and over again.

trying to focus on one thought, zoom in on them one at a time
so I can explore and know and learn what its trying to say
but the simple task of isolating thoughts seem to have to left me
has this ability been replaced by yet more thoughts? more words to confuse me,
more words that make no sense.

trying to convince myself that this will all make sense soon,
that the befuddled thoughts are part of the process of understanding, growing and becoming
so still I try, and the thought come pouring in,
running around inside my head.